יום שלישי, 4 באוקטובר 2016

My Father and the War

Here is a childhood memory of mine: My dad makes me sit in a chair ,and gives me a lecture about how wrong it was to give back Sinai to the Egyptians . I'm not sure if the year is 1978 or later. At first I listen patiently ,but after what seems like eternity I give up ,and do whatever I can to escape. This episode repeats itself a few time . My poor father , a man in his 50's  tries to talk to people about something that is very painful for him . My mom gave up on hearing him talk about it again and again obsessively and then when it's my turn  I avoid him again. Eventually he ends up talking to himself .

My father  (born 1923) never spoke about what happened to him in the years 1943-1948 , but it is only now , four years after he went away I learn about the atrocities he experienced as a young man . The hour is late ,and I am tired , yet sleepless as usually , so I'll continue tomorrow. Thanks for being there.

יום רביעי, 11 במאי 2016

Independence Day . The state of Israel is 68

It's been long since I wrote something , I know. Not that I didn't have anything to say . I was just too tired.
My daughter is 5 now . I took her to town , but it was so messy and crowded. What is the connection between Prince Sofia , Hello Kitty  , Dora and Israel's independence day  ? Well all of these icons are overpriced  as helium balloon on Independence day , or shall I say night.

I am never happy-ish because a Memorial day for the soldiers and victims of terror precedes . I didn't listen to sad stories on the radio ,nor did I watch TV, but it's there in the air. I am at an age where I could have been a mother of a soldier . Did I really think when I was 5 , that when I'll be an adult -there would still be war and terror ? When you are 5 you just accept reality , and you don't think about the future . It is now at my forties that I am working hard , not to let despair step in .

But we did go to town (on my bicycle since I don't have a car)  ,and even got to watch some fireworks ,and I bought her a lemonade and said to G-d in my heart , thanks for all of this , watch over us , I love you.



HAPPY   INDEPENDENCE DAY .

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